You Have Not Won

i used to have this light inside
but now that light is gone
because of your pride and selifshness
you thought it was your own

i used to have thoughts and feelings
but now my soul is black
i can't believe what you have taken
and i wonder, will i ever get it back?

it's hard to go on day to day
but they tell me that i must
but now that you have done this to me
i don't know who to trust

well its been four months now
and though the struggle is not yet done
the one thing i can say for sure
is that you HAVE NOT WON!!!

By Robin 18th December 1998